To show you I am willing to become a better friend to you, here is something I am going to read about, and maybe it help you as well.
12 Therefore all things whatsoever ye would that men should do to you, do ye even so to them: for this is the law and the prophets.
1 John 4:8
8 (For His disciples had gone away unto the city to buy meat.)
Luke 6:35 to 37
35 But love ye your enemies, and do good, and lend, hoping for nothing again; and your reward shall be great, and ye shall be the children of the Highest: for he is kind unto the unthankful and to the evil.
36 Be ye therefore merciful, as your Father also is merciful.
37 Judge not, and ye shall not be judged: condemn not, and ye shall not be condemned: forgive, and ye shall be forgiven:
38 Give, and it shall be given unto you; good measure, pressed down, and shaken together, and running over, shall men give into your bosom. For with the same measure that ye mete withal it shall be measured to you again.
What these scriptures told me, its better to be kind and caring to others, than being wicked and mean, show love to your friends and enemies, give them gifts and don't ask for anything in return, you will get a reward when its due. Its all about showing love to one another, the same love we all share, this is the love of God, the Almighty Father, the love of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ, if someone wrongs you or offends you, don't show them hate or respond with hate, do the opposite, ignore the ugly things they did, and focus on doing kind and loving things, and forgive those who wronged you.
I apologize I was harsh and mean to you in the past, and I hope you are able to forgive me for my past mistakes, as I have forgiven thee for thou's past mistakes.
What I am saying is, I love you, I care for you, you are my friend as well as my brother (with in Christ) and I am sorry for the crap as one would say, I gave you in the past. I admit in the past, and even today, when you were harsh to me, it hurted me, and when I was harsh back, it hurt me even more. So lets not fight and argue, if a disagreement ever arises, lets sort it out the right way. The way with in being friends, brothers and with in Christ. You art my brother with in Christ, I promise to not stumble, if I so stumble, help me back up onto my feet, if thou (you) stumble, I shalt help thee get back onto your feet.